I feel so stupid. Its the same thing over and over and Im trying to break my own cycle. Im tired of fucking shitty guys that dont care about anything I have to say. Im tired of “youre not the right person for me to date” or “i need to figure myself out” or “im not ready”
Its all bullshit. Why cant people be more honest and good and kind and just not fucking shitty?
HOW HE TREATS YOU IS HOW HE FEELS ABOUT YOU. DONT TRY TO DECODE IT OR MAKE EXCUSES ITS SIMPLE. IF HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESNT CARE, HE DOESNT CARE.
you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you.
In the moments before time starts moving backward,
I will feel her hand in the palm of mine.